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Well I bit the bullet and told her that I can't continue on in this pseudo relationship/friendship limbo and just sit by and watch her 'explore' while I wait to see if things work out. I laid it down straight as to how I felt about being abandoned and she was surprised that I felt that way, (I have no idea why, I've mentioned it in the past few weeks) and then she got upset that this was how I felt and that we were losing our friendship. Since it was extremely late when we talked about this, which in hindsight I should have waited for a better time, she had to go to bed and that's really all that was said. So now here I am the next morning wondering if I did the right thing. I want to have a friendship with her and I want to be with her in the end, but I know I'm mature enough to sit by and watch her date other people without me turning into a wreck. I've done it before and it wasn't fun.
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