Thank you guys so much for your replies. I know that most likely my best course of action is just to cut it off and stop all communication for a while and get my life in order but that of course is much easier said than done. Either way I go about this I'm going to end up feeling like complete shit, and I guess it's the romantic in me that refuses to give up. I am willing to work as hard as hell to get this right as I truly want this to work out. I do believe her feelings for me are true it's just the timing in our life for this to happen couldn't have been worse. Thanks again for the help guys!