another update: i talked to her after her confession, when she was sober.
turns out she has been thinking about us dating for a little while now. however, she said she does not know whether or not she should follow through with her feelings since she has a really busy schedule, (as do i) and does not know if she could feel happy about giving up time from a relationship for her schedule or giving up time from her schedule for a relationship. so obviously this looks like a case of conflicting desires; she wants to maintain her goals and does not want to compromise her schedule, but she also wants a relationship but does not want to start one that might fail due to
that's the current situation.
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