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*Nikki's* Poetry...
Broken down life
Close your eyes this one last time
Remember how it feels to touch and to breathe
Remember my voice and how it feels to slide inside of me
Take me hard and take me fast
Take me slow and make it last
I like it when you go down inside my soul
I like to feel you slipping and barely letting go
I want to take you to the minute before this happened
Whenever it was that you realized that you couldn’t make me happy
You pull out in time and I lay there waiting….
The tears are lingering then slowly dripping
You tear me apart without knowing the pain
I hate you, I love you are one in the same
I wish I had never let me complicate you
I want you, I need you, but which part is the truth
I see him sitting on the end of my bed
I taste him in my mouth and I slowly swallow the regret
He’s kissing me now and I am letting him have me
Taking me deeper and deeper until
I look up again and now he is standing
Walking away and leaving me crying
Never understanding what he is leaving here dying
How I have to pick up the things that he left behind
Or maybe he was never here, and maybe I was blind
I watch him leaving and I know that needing
Isnt enough to bring him back to me
I take off the mask and brush my hair
I look in mirror and try not to stare
I don’t know this girl on the other side
Who is she, and what does she hide?
I touch her fingers, and trace her lips
And I can’t help but notice the sadness behind her eyes
I wish I could fix her broken down life
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