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I met my husband at 18, he was 19. When we graduated from college, I had a torrent of those thoughts as well - in fact, we broke up briefly as a result. Then, as ratbastid says, I pulled my head out of my ass and realized that so what if I could meet other interesting men? Fact is, I'm a people person, other people are always going to appear interesting, at least initially. But I love Quadro. He's my best friend, and the best booty, I've ever had (and I sampled many dishes, trust me.) I stopped worrying about "what if I'm too young" and started paying attention to the fact that I was happy 90% of the time (high percentage at 21!!). We're married now - Oct will be 1 year - and January will be 9 years altogether.
A note on the lifestyle thing - that's something Quadro always questioned as well, the being happy being a homebody most of the time. You know what? There's nothing wrong with it, if it makes you happy. It's one thing if it's pathological - you can't deal with going outside etc. - but if you're happy staying in, stay in. The party scene isn't necessarily the only way to enjoy life.
Good luck.
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My heart knows me better than I know myself, so I'm gonna let it do all the talkin'.
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