I'm truly sorry Lebell. Alcohol can be bad stuff. I watch my grandparents die from alcohol. It's not a natural way to go.
Its been a month this past friday and I feel.......ok. The mental addiction is still present, but I think I'll pull through. I don't feel ready to try to have a drink. I might not ever want to again. I just don't want to be controlled by a substance. I want to be stronger then that. Thanks for all your support.
