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Actually - because I was under general anesthesia they put the tube down my throat - my throat still hurts. Also they did something with my hips - gonna interogate the Doc on Wed about that - cause my hips still feel bruised.
I know they had no choice for anesthesia - it was safer under general. I feel like they did not inform me of everything that was going to happen and because of that I feel resentful. I will be expecting a full explanation on Wed though. If I get what I want then I should be fine with it all then.
I guess the not wanting to be put asleep plays into my fear of being out of control. I just don't deal with that well - gives me panic attacks sometimes.
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"Always learn the rules so that you can break them properly." Dalai Lama
My Karma just ran over your Dogma. 
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