Sam just told me he's getting deployed by the end of this year. I miss him already. I told him I NEED to see him before then, and then once more at least on whatever day it is I'd get to say goodbye to him. So twice, MINIMUM. God, my heart and adrenaline started goin real bad when he told me. I got the worst butterflies in my stomach ever. *sigh*
He's gonna get the longest letters anyone's ever written him. I'm even capable of filling up spiral notebooks.
I've never been through this before. I'm scared. I want to be with him right now and every single day up til his deployment. RIGHT.FUCKING.NOWDAMMIT. Fuck, I'm gonna cry. Pardon my swearing.
