This is absolutely nothing to be ashamed of. I'm mid forties and this happens with my S/O and I. I touch her and it is exciting to me.
If you are concerned about behaving morally (like, if you have some sort of moral or religious principle that precludes sex outside of marriage, or something), then just remember that having it and using it are two different things.
You seem to be really into this girl (and she to you). Maybe you should tell her what's happening and that you find it somewhat embarrasing. I bet she'd suprise you, and it wouldn't be an issue for you any more.
Congrats, by the way. True love is hard to find (no pun intended...)
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