Sounds good. I just have a fear of public speaking. I don't like all the attention on me. I think I'll go if I don't have to talk.
I'm having a real hard time here. I don't think I can go sober everyday. I'm so confused. Should I try to drink, but keep it controlled? Drink once a week? Its been almost three in a half weeks. Ahhhh...I don't know what to do! I just don't want it to control my life. I'm only 24, that is still young. I don't realize that sometimes. Should I try once a week? Is cold turkey the right way? Just get buzzed even. Once a week. Alcohol makes me feel better. Just once a week. I'm so confused.
