Some days I think I'm shaped wonderfully. You can see the results of these days in the exhibition forum
But on most days I'm self concious and unhappy with my body. Over the past year or so, I've put on at least twenty pounds, and I feel unhealthy. What sucks even more is that I didn't get extra curves in my hips and breasts and bum, just one big curve in the belly.
sclocke42 and I are both too fat for our own good. It's not healthy anymore, and as far as I can tell, we're both unhappy with the shape we're in. But... I find him amazingly sexy, and I couldn't imagine someone I'd rather be with.