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Originally Posted by HoneyPot
Its not that I'm afraid...I'm more disgusted. haha Though I love to have sex. I mean I'm not a whore or anything, but I really enjoy having the 'real' thing, if you must say.... Does that makes sense to anyone out there?
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Well, that
is a bit of a problem. I don't want to pretend to analyze without really knowing your situation, but if you're disgusted by your own body,
especially if it's your sex organs, then there's definitely something going on. From my experience, all the people I've known who have felt like you have had problems beyond their sexuality that prevented them from really enjoying sex (often related to parents, though not always). To a person they were disgusted by masturbation until they figured out what the real problem was. Most of them still haven't figured it out, but the few who have are much, much happier now.
I could be wrong... but your post sounds very simliar to stories I've heard in the past, and I really believe you're going to have to do some honest thinking before anything else.
I apologize if I sound presumptious - I'm just relating my experiences.