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Or I think about what past lovers would say or what they think...or if it will come to haunt us down the road -- I know the "past is the past", but sometimes it can come back.
Needless to say, as evident by my subsequent follow-on posts, there's a lot in my head and a lot on my chest. I'll try to refrain from posting any more ramblings...
As for my gf, independent of all these thoughts (which is, again, my problem) she's a great girl. Smart, funny, a good family person and with a childhood conducive to my lifestyle. I enjoy my time with her and she is a wonderful adventure companion. Furthermore, with respect to the sex aspect, we are both of the same breed and like trying new things and experimenting, so I feel fulfilled with her in that way. I can step back and say that she is someone I could spend my life with, but unfortunately I keep getting so caught up in the trees that I miss the forest.
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