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Originally posted by ARTelevision
For more years than I can remember - going back to some point in high school, I guess - I have lived each day with the conscious thought it may be my last.
I make a daily effort to remind myself of this and a few other items of simple truth.
I have always been curious if others are doing the same thing, or if they tend to be oblivious or in denial about it.
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it's weird for me.... a lot of times, every day i think 'I should be dead." and then a lot of days i simply think "I don't care".
sometimes I wish i knew how to feel. i guess, in this case, i'd actually
like to be the sheep.
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Perhaps the heightened state of potential cataclysm as a result of the current state of the world is bringing this type of thought to more folks' daily lives?
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or worse... makes our senses duller. we survived 9-11 and frankly most of the country got an ego boost if nothing else. a false sense of security.
i mean at first, we were petrified... then, this warning, then that warning. this could happen...... no that could happen... lets go to 'Orange'...
i swear our governmant are going to drive me completely insane. i feel lost and out of control... i feel democracy is going byebye. i am affraid.. not of muslims with really bad facial hair, but of old white dudes who give two shits about us anymore.
i'm simply petrified. of our own people.. this is fucked up.
i'm gonna shut up now... sorry i rambled off course... i am truly worried.