I didn't start masturbating until I was quite a bit older. I was never taught how to do it, and I didn't believe I could make myself come. But I remember having a HELL of a lot of wet dreams ( which, in hindsight could have been eliminated if I just jacked off more, or at all, as the case may be) and these wet dreams were the result of a strong hormone induced imagination. I remember dreaming about a girl named Lorraine L. in Grade 7 a lot because once at a dance she let me hold her ass while we were dancing. So after that I unconsciously emitted a lot of seed in her honour. Man, I'm sure that if I learned to mastubate properly at an early age I'd have had a lot different youth. But I cannot guarantee that.
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I have faith in a few things - divinity and grace
But even when I'm on my knees I know the devil preys
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