This is incredibly pertinent for me personally, and I haven't signed onto the TFP in at least a month. In any case, I'm going through a similar situation and while I logically feel what many people are saying (get away, be strong, find other things, etc. etc.), I also think I feel your pain.
I just spent well over a grand on a similar girl. Four days in New York is what I gave her. She's incredibly attractive, uniquely intelligent, realistically perverse, and just a tad bit crazy. What am I supposed to do? Unreciprocated love is all too common, so let's both be tough and make it through this. The day she left, I went into a ridiculous depression and, despite being a strong and generally drug-free individual, turned to drugs and drinking as well. That was the for day, and the next I made sure to have quality life-long friends to talk with and spend time with.
Find people who not only *appreciate* your very being but understand (at least some of it) as well. That's how you can get beyond this girl, and how you can start to wean yourself off of the idea of being together and in love with her.
Best of luck,
Mike
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