my bf has been gone for the month now, working away.And i have only masturbated once in the time that he wasnt here(can you imagine how horny i am right now?) and that was when we did it together one night during phone sex.
and only last night i found out that he masturbated a couple of times while he was away. and i was disappointed that he did.
the thing is that ...for me it's more emotional than physical. now, i dont know bout other peeps but i only masturbate when im with him and when he asks me to.maybe i'm just strange in that way but i felt that in a way , i was saving myself till he got back and thought that he was doing the same.
i dont that that he was thinking about me while he was doing it, its just the fact that he did.
i hope you see what im trying to get at here because normally i'd beable to tell you exactly what i think now i just seem to have writers block
i'll get back to that one...