hey.. I've been reading along and enjoy the updates but you won't like this.
You're a nice guy playing dating games out of a book. You're willing to be a second string player and take the booby prize. You can't go out and look for yourself so you take what's available within easy reach. This girl has got you on a string like a yo-yo and if you think the "friend" booby prize is gonna work out, I gotta tell you it's not. You're like a toy that the hot chick doesn't want anymore so she's handing it off to her second string friend to play with then toss.
Get out of the gym and find someone who's not forced to be around you and doesn't have this drama going on. At least you didn't have to watch her go back to her old boyfriend and all of that. No doubt this poster boy isn't having the smoothest ride either. Twisted hot girls are a rollercoaster no matter who they're with.
And what are you looking for with this girl? Get married and have kids? Be devoted for life and get old? You wanted some sex and you got it. Admit that you're playing out of your league with her and find someone new before your summer runs out.
btw - you got played. Guys think they're making a conquest by getting laid without ever seeing it's the girl who's getting the notch on her belt. No doubt she's fucking half the guys who meet her. She's a player. Just like you'd like to be if you were a little more attractive.
Ouch. I'm so mean.
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