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First of all, I would mourn my family and friends. I would construct a memorial to them, pictures and other mememtos, where I could go to see them and remember them. Of course they'd still be in my heart at all times. I'd just want a physical display that they were here.
Second, I would probably go to the bank. I know, this seems stupid since I am the only person left, but We have lived paycheck to paycheck for as long as I can remember. I would want to feel the money and be able to "purchase" what I want not need. I'd leave money for everything, even if its really not my money.
Third, I'd "buy" myself all new clothes. And burn them after I wore them so I'd never have to do laundry again. Styles would never change because there is no competition for them to. I could finally wear anything I want and not worry what anyone thinks because I am the only one.
I would plant a garden every spring and watch it grow through the summer. I'd have a beautiful flower garden with ever kind of flower I could get to grow, I'm not much of a green thumb, but I'd learn.
I'd drive a brand new car and learn to drive a motorcycle. I'd do all the things that time won't allow now. I'd learn to sew and read everything I could. I'd go to church and pray. I'd watch movies I missed when they were released. I'd enjoy a sunset. I would do everything I possibly could.
I'm not a very social person as it is, I don't like to leave the house now so I don't think I would miss the people. I would miss my family and friends that I have become close to. I'd miss my kids and husband the most. I'd also miss my neighbors and the kids I babysit for. I love dogs, so if I had dogs around, I don't think I would be lonely.
I don't think I would live alot longer. As my prescriptions expire and the drugs at the pharmacies get old and lose their potency, I would probably end up dead soon after. I'd live it up until then.
As good as it all sounds, I wouldn't wish this to happen ever.
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