It's close to three years since my father died (like you, I was 18.) Your description of your mother lying in the hospital bed at home with no hope left is bringing back some painful memories, and I know that nothing I can say will make this any easier for you. All I can do is to keep your family in my thoughts (since I'm not the type for praying,) and tell you that it will be easier to accept and cope with as time passes. If you believe in an afterlife, just think that as soon as it's over she'll be able to be back to the way she was before she was sick and her suffering will be over.
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