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Here comes the darkness
An old friend I know so well
The heaviness of the heart, the sadness
The feeling of being alone in a living hell
The light is slowly dimming till just a sliver gleems
The madness in my mind not letting anyone close
Don't let anyone close, they may hear your screams
Shattered dreams and broken hearts is this truly the road I chose
Living on a razor thin line
Again scared to let anyone in yet wanting too
They might try to get into my heart and mind
So I've got to keep interactions few
Thinking of things I haven't for years
Nowhere to turn
Without eyes filling with tears
No bridges thay all must burn
Fukc this shit
I'm stronger than this
Maybe the past I needed it
But now the darkness to me isn't worth a piss
Hold onto the light
Embrace those who want in
Won't give in without a fight
Wasted to much life already that's my only unforgiveable sin
Time to take control back
Time to beat this once and for all
Time to be happy with what I have not with what I lack
Time to be a man, win this battle and not be afraid to stand tall
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I just love people who use the excuse "I use/do this because I LOVE the feeling/joy/happiness it brings me" and expect you to be ok with that as you watch them destroy their life blindly following. My response is, "I like to put forks in an eletrical socket, just LOVE that feeling, can't ever get enough of it, so will you let me put this copper fork in that electric socket?"
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