I agree with Toxic515. All a man can ever have of any value is his integrity. If you truly love her and decide to commit yourself to her you have not lost anything other than maybes. If you decide to leave, you may have lost much, something many people never find. Either way you must stick by your decision. Do not fool yourself into believing that this is the ultimate decision of your life. Any decision opens the door to other decisions. It's unavoidable. If you truly love her (and believe me you will know this without a shadow of doubt) and you decide to stay true to her, then remember that it's only the first step. Things might go bad or be better than you ever imagined. A man of integrity sticks by his decision no matter which way events unfold. As far as your fantasies go, I wish I would win the lottery, too. Can a man of integrity be a slave to his fantasies? Perhaps....
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