kangaeru

I kind of agree with both of you. I really never got attached to her emotionally because I always knew i'd have to be ready to drop her at a moment's notice and walk away from the whole thing.

So if she wants to introduce me to her best friend...sure. I'll see what's there, cause you never know. Worse comes to worse, i'll go out with her once and see that there wasn't anything there and move on. But who knows what i'll find when I open up this new present =P

p.s. -- I would just like to note that i let myself be figured out. I have posted here many times before about how to play the dating game and in the end I decided it's something I have to be in the mood to do. With this girl, I just don't feel like doing it. If it's someone more shallow / looking for only a fling, I could be right up there with anybody. But I just kind of know what I want more at this point.

Honestly I think I will never get into a LTR with anyone who was raised in America. My best friend is in Hong Kong right now, one of his good friends up at college is chinese and he lives in a family of entrepreneurs in hong kong / shenzen china. He was telling me about the massage he got in his buddy's family's mansion. They went to a baller club where you pick a hot girl to wait on you with food, drink, basically treat you like a king. Then you head off to the private showers, wash each other, do what you wanna do, then shower again. He said he fell in love with the girl who was with him and he is 100% positive he wants to learn mandarin now. I dunno, that sounds like more of something I would be into. America has so many social rules and everyone plays games, just getting to do something like that would be infinitely more pleasurable to me than a 1 night stand where I have to work for it all night, only to feel bored and guilty the next day. The Chinese know how to do it right.

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