so isolated now
Your words, like a torch thrust so
burned away a part of me
and down with the ashes
went my every hope, and dream
How I hated myself and you
for this illusion to which I've succumb
I gaze back in my life and note
just how very weak that I have become
All i ever truly wanted
was for someone who cared
did i ever ask too much of you
or say more than i should have dared?
All of that is gone forever now
all that is left is sorrow
sorrow, my dear friend of whom
i will see endlessly the morrow
These hopes, these joys,
my mind, they'll forever haunt
all of which I never can have
is all that I could ever want
It is so cold and dark down here
into the depths of my self
and so I close the book of my life
and return it to the shelf
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seretogis - sieg heil
perfect little dream the kind that hurts the most, forgot how it feels well almost
no one to blame always the same, open my eyes wake up in flames
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