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labyrinth
Fuck I'm so tired,
too tired to deal with this.
So much time wasted,
on trying to understand you.
I don't know what I want,
or what would be good for me.
All that I thought I would need,
was to be with you forever.
And yet now I doubt that,
as you cause me such pain inside.
Would I really be better off,
with your twisted blade in my back?
The only way which I can continue,
is to wait for you to awaken.
Awaken to find me laying cold,
dead in these bloody tears of mine.
Tears from my realization,
that I have lost you in every way.
I just pray that you are not too late,
god I wish that you could see me now.
If you want nothing from me at all,
put me out of my misery.
I want so much to escape,
but I want also to live.
Escape with the pain,
or live with the sadness,
which death would I prefer?
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seretogis - sieg heil
perfect little dream the kind that hurts the most, forgot how it feels well almost
no one to blame always the same, open my eyes wake up in flames
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