forget and forget
forgiveness, i ask
for the shame i have brought,
unto myself for loving you
thinking i loved you
hoping for love in return
praying to a dead god for hope
having faith in ways i never understood
ways of fools and the disappointed
ashamed and afraid,
i should live out my years
rather, die in shame
to end this torture now
it is not over now
but by god i wish it was
to end forever the hope
that someone could be
what i wanted in you
that would be mercy
forgiveness would be grand
but to end forever,
sublime.
like the wisps of smoke
from a blown out match
forever
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seretogis - sieg heil
perfect little dream the kind that hurts the most, forgot how it feels well almost
no one to blame always the same, open my eyes wake up in flames
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