I know how you feel about enjoying things alone..I am an only child and though my husband and I share a lot of interests...we don't share all. I do alot of things I love alone...and it took me a little while to get over the stigma of being the "alone" person. Now I don't care..I make people there take pics of me ...and I talk to stangers about the art or the flowers or whatever I am looking at.
there is no set plan for your life. I too thought there were things I "had" to do...and then I got a little older and my life was not at all following the plan I had created for myself..and I got depressed..I like to call it my "quarter life crisis"...now I love not knowing exactly where my life is going to take me..I have my stable things..my job and my husband...but the plans of children...if we are going to stay here or move to a new city..buy a house...havn't been made yet..and that is just fine with me.
My grandma always told me you are as old as you feel...and she feels 16 in her heart..lol..she is one of the most fun and amazing women I have ever met..and she doesn't seem old or boring at all...so I am not going to be either
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How you turned my world, you precious thing
You starve and near exhaust me
Everything I've done, I've done for you
I move the stars for no one
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