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I made a thread awhile ago about me moving to Kitchener On, So I have been here about 2 and a half months, and i'm loving it so far.

I do have a couple issues though..

My roommate Jenn & I were so close one night to getting in the sack together, I'm attracted to her like i have never been attracted to a girl before. Her personality kicks ass, She is the easiest person to get along with..She's the girl that no matter where you go, It's gonna be a good time just cause she's there, And..she stunningly gorgeous.
The only reason why nothing more than kissing and some feeling hasn't happened is because were roommate's.

I love the house i'm living in, Pool in the backyard..Kick ass basement that's all mine with a full bathroom & fireplace..for 350 a month, Can't beat it.

But on the other hand, I have actually thought of looking for a new place just so i could be with my roommate..Would it be a stupid move? Ya probably.

It's just hard trying to get past what happened between us when i live with her, It's not awkward between us..Everything is still as it always was..except for we both know that we want eachother.

I have told myself though that this is the kind of girl that i want as a friend, I wouldn't want to lose her friendship over something that might only last a month..Know what i mean?


Another thing that's bugging me, I'm too damn shy..My roommate's friends have apparently told her that they think i'm good looking..And when i see them, I don't know what to say..I feel like slapping myself. I went to the mall today and stopped by my roommate's work to check out some clothes and couldn't help but notice girls checking me out...Ya i know, It sounds cocky..Well i'm really not. I don't consider myself great looking..Just an average guy. My problem is, I don't know how to approach girls..I'm so afraid of rejection that i...Just can't do it.

My cousin introduced me to one of her friends at a club downtown and we danced the whole night..The funny thing is, I don't dance..But i did with her, But nothing came of it..Because....I'm to damn quiet.

I'm gonna be going out with this same cousin tommorrow night and she always try's to hook me up with her friends..So how the hell..do i get over this shyness, I'm good when it comes to one on one conversations..But in a group, I just keep my mouth shut...It sucks.

Sorry for making it so long.

If you can give me any advice it would be greatly appreciated..If not, Thanks for your ears..eerrr...Eyes..

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