I feel for you- {{HUG}}
ShaniFaye needs to give you one of her world famous boobie-squishing hugs, then you'd feel better!
I know that I can't say anything that will make you feel better right now, so I'm not going to. Just remember, TFP is always here to sit in the ashes with you!

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Sage knows our mythic history, King Arthur's and Sir Caradoc's
She answers hard acrostics, has a pretty taste for paradox
She quotes in elegiacs all the crimes of Heliogabalus
In conics she can floor peculiarities parabolous
-C'hi