"To do anything truly worth doing, I must not stand back shivering and thinking of the cold and danger, but jump in with gusto and scramble through as well as I can."
- Og Mandino
I did a lot of thinking today. In a little more than a week I will basically be out on my own for good... no more summer vacations and winter breaks away from college mooching off of my dad. I'm very scared, but I have a feeling I can make it through.
I also decided that it's time to put my beliefs about the way I should be living and my views on myself to work. No more of this trying bullshit. Time to do something... for the sake of my sanity and my happiness.
"Hey! Wait! Knock me down and I'll get up again.
Oh! Pain! A remedy that can erase your sting.
I'll keep holding, and I'll keep trying.
I feel this fight, it is slowly dying now but I feel painless... " -Mae