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i've never been afraid to eat a rare hamburger - i've always said that dying from eating would be worth it. but now, after really thinking about the specifics... i don't think that some violent intestinal disruption is really what i'd choose. if it happens, so be it. but if i get to choose....
jumping out of an airplane over the middle of the ocean. i love both sky diving & scuba diving. this could be the ultimate combination, albeit super brief. i imagine i'd die instantly from impact on the water and my body would sink to the bottom of the deep blue sea to become fish food. if somehow i lived, i'd surely be too broken to swim, so i'd get to experience the horror of drowning, only it wouldn't be a horror. i'd just have to turn myself over to it completely. i'd have the chance to say goodbye to loved ones. to make sure they're properly cared for, etc.
now surely this is suicide (and would void any life insurance claim! damn.) and maybe not what you had in mind. so maybe i'd just choose....
in my sleep. to dream for all eternity.
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doodle
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