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I've attracted many different types of people... .so I'll go with what was attracted to me and at what stages....
At first it was just abused people, mentally, emotionally, physically, sexually. I don't know what it was about me that attracted them but it happened. Never really got with anyone like that. I needed someone who was strong.
Next it was people who made me feel better about myself. This was at a time that I felt like crap and I needed that boost of self esteem. As selfish as that sounds, it happened and this was probably the worst that has happened to me.
And last, it was girls who would abuse me. Take advantage of me, take all I had and then just lie. Basically it was just kicking me all around, everyday. It hurt not just physically but emotionally as well. But it made me a strong person, made me fight for myself.
Alas my end, I 'attracted' someone because of my blue eyes. It started from there and blossomed. It's a beautiful friendship, love and person that I love right now. And I couldn't be happier with where I have started and where I am going....
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