Imaginary women
Maybe when I get out more . . .
but when younger I only noticed the interest of those who were unattractive to me - and those times were few. There were 2 notable exceptions to this rule; the one I married, the other bedded me for my first time
in the past 20 odd years since the only 2 times I really noticed an interest were at dances - I went home with the wife and within a few months each of those ladies left their spouses. I'm not sure of what to make of that fact
I am pretty sure that I am oblivious to the obvious in some ways. I wonder if I just don't know how to read the "signals" unless the ladie basicly presses herself to my thigh
