Originally Posted by anniegetyergun

hey hey update ya'll! so...i hadn't seen/spoke to him for about 2 weeks...then he called me a few days ago. i was really firm to him, being distant but rational. he told me that he still loves me, and that he wants to get back together. he said that jealousy is like a flu..it really sucks but he will get over it. he said its not something that can be just swept under the rug, and that things will get better. he didn't push me to get back together with him in any way, and we did have a long talk about his problems.

basically, he knows that how he was behaving was wrong...he explained why it was wrong and how he wishes he didn't feel that way. i still love him very much, so i thought that by agreeing to take things very slowly that there could be a chance for us. he is landscaping, so he works 13 hour days 6 days a week...so we still will have significant time apart.

i have a feeling that i should have just turned away and said fuck it...but if the relationship is slow and careful i do not see the harm. nothing could be more enticing to me than a healed relationship with him. flame me if you think i'm wrong, i can handle it.

ps-'i want to fill you up with babies' haha...a quote from kurt vonnegut 'slaughterhouse five'. amazing fucking dood.