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You are beautiful (drop dead grogeous beautiful!),. kind, intelligent and lovely and you have a solid open marriage with RB . . . you would be a catch for ANY woman and 'D' is lucky beyond words to have you in her life, if she doesn't see that, then i'm not so sure about her...
Is it that you really are in love with 'D' and want to make it work with her or that you feel you need the validation from her? It seems like you two might want different things from the relationship . . . i.e. you would still like to be enjoying love-making with her, while she is content to just flirt with you and is also looking at other women... that would indicate to me that you are at two different places in what your expectations are.
Your feeling jealous isn't so much about jealousy, but about feeling insecure and that is very normal . . . i wouldn't be hard on yourself for that.
but i think the bottom line is:
you're a fantastic woman and life is too short to settle for a girlfriend who isn't going to be everything you deserve...
and here's a big (((((((((((((hug)))))))))) relationships aren't always easy... just be true to yourself and YOUR needs.
Sweetpea
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