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So now I'm at the stage where I'm telling myself the girl is pure evil. I removed her from AIM (yet I still check her status every now and then), and I'm trying to be as curt to her as possible online. It's so frustrating when this girl doesn't seem to show any reaction to any of this shit I'm doing. I really need to get away from here and meet someone else, but that can't happen for two months. I'm afraid I may end up back in the hospital if I don't figure something out SOON. I can't believe I let myself get wrapped up in a girl like this. It's the worst combination too, the nice girl who grew up in a bad lifestyle. So now I see the good person inside, but all I'm getting is the bullshit. God damnit, I need some help badly, and soon.
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