Brave of you to admit it though.
My problem is after a long time with a faker and a reluctant partner, I can't get it out of my head that I'm forcing myself on my GF.
It's miserable - I just get these black dog moods that make me think she's pretending to like it, for the sake of shutting me up.
I don't want predatory agressive sex from her, but I get frightened that I'm no better than a rapist at times.
We had a long chat about it recently, and it turns out that she just thought I was beign gentle and considerate, and she liked it.
Yay for me!
Still feel odd at times though.
I suppose what I need is a LOT of understanding.
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