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Call them. They obviously still mean a great deal to you....and from your post, you have alot of respect and love for the both of them. It is never too late to reach your hand out and try and reconcile. Imagine yourself at a later point or place in your life, if god for bid something were to happen to them..... would you be ok with the way things ended between you? My guess is no. You never know what is going to happen in life, so my philosophy is to live everyday like it was your last. No regrets.
I know it will be incredibly hard to call them...I have been in that place too, where you feel like too much time has passed and maybe you wont know what to say. But the words will come out, and I imagine they would like to talk to you as much as you must want to talk to them. It sounds as if the three of you had something very special, something not everyone in this world has been lucky enough to have or experience. From your writing's I would say that it is worth the mending.
Good luck.
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