|
i found all of what was being siad very touching, unfortunatly i can also relate to what was said, although my cercumstances are entirely different again.
i was raped, and lost my virginity to this person,this said i couldnt report it as i thought that i would be to blame,i was 16yrs old and my rapist was 14yrs old, and therefore under the legal age for sex.
to add to the situationn i couldn't leave this person as i thought that if i did he would get me int some serious trouble, so i stayed, i was with this person for 2 years, and then when he turned 16 i fell pregnant. i knew that i couldn't have got rid of my child, and so ended up hoping that i would loose the baby instead, but i didn't, i now have a lovely 6 yr old son, of whom i love with all of my heart, and i can be pleased in telling you that i've since married and had more children. It is hard for me to try and not think about what my sons father did ,but at the end of the day he is all mine and no one elses, and i love him with all of my heart 100%.
i dont think that i will ever be able to forget what hapened, and it just goes to show that although you think that you know some one you don't.
|