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amge · 05-16-2005, 08:05 PM

Thank you everyone again for the support, and suggestions.

I'm definately not going to bring any children in to this world in when things are up in the air like this.

This is really going to be hard. Thinking this afternoon, I am starting to feel that she wants out of this marriage, but doesn't want to be the one to leave first.

I was thinking about all these things. First she hardly ever wants to spend time with me or go out to places with me. We hardly listen to or watch the same music or TV shows. She will read pretty much all night. When it comes to going to bed, I'm usually going to bed around midnight. She looks dead tired, but says she can't sleep. And she won't come to bed until around 5:30 am. I get up around 6:00 am and I'm off to work. She claims she can't sleep but I know for a fact that she sleeps from around 6:00 am until 4:30-5:00 pm. When I'm getting ready to come home. She is usually getting out of the shower when I walk in the house. She doesn't care that I'm selling things that mean a lot to me on ebay, or in the paper. When in the past I think she would have stopped me from doing that. I'm actually selling things so, I won't have that much stuff to packup if and when the day comes I have to move out.

I'm going to try to talk to her this week, but I think I need to prepare for the worst.

Oh by the way I know the dangers of motorcycles. I have had two friends professional race car drivers who have crashed and died. A long time ago, I remember they both have said if something happens during a race, at least they were doing something the love to do.

At this point in my life, I feel the same way. No kids to worry about, most likely a wife that would be happy with the insurance money, and I would die while enjoying my hobby.

05-16-2005, 08:05 PM	#11 (permalink)
amge Crazy	Thank you everyone again for the support, and suggestions. I'm definately not going to bring any children in to this world in when things are up in the air like this. This is really going to be hard. Thinking this afternoon, I am starting to feel that she wants out of this marriage, but doesn't want to be the one to leave first. I was thinking about all these things. First she hardly ever wants to spend time with me or go out to places with me. We hardly listen to or watch the same music or TV shows. She will read pretty much all night. When it comes to going to bed, I'm usually going to bed around midnight. She looks dead tired, but says she can't sleep. And she won't come to bed until around 5:30 am. I get up around 6:00 am and I'm off to work. She claims she can't sleep but I know for a fact that she sleeps from around 6:00 am until 4:30-5:00 pm. When I'm getting ready to come home. She is usually getting out of the shower when I walk in the house. She doesn't care that I'm selling things that mean a lot to me on ebay, or in the paper. When in the past I think she would have stopped me from doing that. I'm actually selling things so, I won't have that much stuff to packup if and when the day comes I have to move out. I'm going to try to talk to her this week, but I think I need to prepare for the worst. Oh by the way I know the dangers of motorcycles. I have had two friends professional race car drivers who have crashed and died. A long time ago, I remember they both have said if something happens during a race, at least they were doing something the love to do. At this point in my life, I feel the same way. No kids to worry about, most likely a wife that would be happy with the insurance money, and I would die while enjoying my hobby.