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To be perfectly honest, I had cheated on her before, in the very beginning (first month) of our relationship with my ex. It wasnt a clean break, and things got messy.
I know I'm crazy (its part of this love nonsense) but I do believe in her. We are still supposed to get an apartment together for the fall semester, and carry out the rest of our plans we had made out together, she just wants time off. If you understood her situation better, maybe you would understand my position. She has always been under the close eye of her parents. Specifically her mother, is completely paranoid. When we went to college her mom wanted her to put her laptop in a safe when she wasnt using it. The woman is a psycho. Its my personal belief that that has something to do with her wanting to have freedom, because she has also been blowing off her parents too (not in an agressive way, but in the expected way).
At the moment I dont have much of a choice but to ride it out. In my heart and in my head I beleive things will be ok, and hopefully by the end of the summer this will all be over.
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