This may be a bit strange, but she sounds like a wonderful person. Your relationship has drifted apart, but she's obviously still worried about you and doesn't want to hurt you.
There are many times in our lives that we "know" the world isn't ending...but it sure feels that way. You need to surround yourself with your family and friends and let them know what's going on. It is possible to get through this yourself, but trust me...it's a lot easier with other people there to help. Chances are they've been through something similar in the past and will know exactly what you're going through. They'll be understanding and will help you through this difficult time in your life.
Continue to post is this forum about what you're feeling; I'm sure you'll continue to get some positive responses and feedback.
MoJo
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