ronan

yeah man, i have had basically the exact same fucking situation... i couldn't handle it man, we just broke up after seeing each other every fucking day for ages.. the thing was, for months beforehand, i knew we had to end it(no sex, etc.), even though i had no one to goto... but.. i was weak, and whenever i tried to break it off, she would just cry, so i'd say "okay, we don't have to break up"...

then, all of a sudden, she finds a guy that shes interested in, and she just fully breaks it off(ignores me, doesn't talk to me, tells me shes going to the zoo with some other guy etc.)... i couldn't take it man... i even drove past her house like 3 weeks later, saw the guys car there.. did a massive burnout.. woke everybody up and shit... but anyway.. damn that pissed me off.. i was just starting some college, the first day i had to stop before i got there, to cry my fucking eyes out.. talked about feeling fucked up.. the TRUTH is, its probably not meant to be anyway.. you're just feeling lonely and depressed.. and its fucking hard... but YOU gotta keep positive buddy.. in time, you will realise how good it was for you to actually break up... you get, SO MUCH MORE shit accomplished when you're not in a relationship like that... you get a chance to live your life.. and, as for success after something like this.. the chick that done this to me, is currently one of my best friends.. i'd never fuck her again.. but we talk whenever.. she has her guys, and i have my girls... its good.

give it time, you'll be able to see what was really happening from a different perspective.

time is painful, but it heals.

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