Aquaintance rape story:
I lost my virginity to rape, when I was 16, by someone I knew. Big vasity football player type, in his own home in the same neighborhood I lived in. After it was over, he kept telling me he knew I liked it. I played along....even made him drive me to the house and invited him in. Then I told my mother ahahahah that little 5'4 woman went to town on a man a full foot taller than her. Then she called his mother.
I know I laugh about it, a lot of women dont. I chose back then not to be his "victim" the rest of my life and I knew if I let it affect me I was letting him win. He died several years later and I when I found out I felt a relief I didnt know it was possible for me to feel.
I did get one thing out of it....during the rape he forced me to give him a bj (of course I'd never done it before) and he told me that was the worst fucking one he'd ever had. I made it a point then to learn how.....I've never heard anything but the opposite since
I have great sympathy for any woman raped, and my words of advice are.....if you possible, do what I did, dont let the rapist win by making you scared or by having problems with your sex life....you're only damaging yourself in the end. Rape is NOT about sex, its about control.