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I always got super horny and paranoid as fuck, unless I was with a woman and we had sex...... and it would be the best sex ever. And I would smoke everything I could because I loved that feeling..... but I know it's a problem so I don't partake .... maybe once a year if that.
My paranoid delusions would stem from my feeling so good and then I would get thoughts that whoever gave/smoked it with me was out to put me into jail. I could come up with the greatest conspiracy theories known to man.
The way I would overcome after I learnt about the paranoids was I would ask myself why anyone would give a fuck whether I went to prison or stayed stoned or whatever the conspiracy theory was. I'd calm down and enjoy the buzz. Ah ego and paranoia just do not go together.
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I just love people who use the excuse "I use/do this because I LOVE the feeling/joy/happiness it brings me" and expect you to be ok with that as you watch them destroy their life blindly following. My response is, "I like to put forks in an eletrical socket, just LOVE that feeling, can't ever get enough of it, so will you let me put this copper fork in that electric socket?"
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