We all go through periods where we wonder if we are destined to be alone. You are going through a rough time right now and not only are your feelings normal, they are the same as I had before I met my wife. My dad died in 2003 which really sent a reality shock through my system. Sadly, we can never tell how long we will have someone. My dad's dad died when he was in his early 70's, my dad died at 55. Friends are not necessarily forever and neither are relationships. I guess I'm trying to say that we all go through periods of alone time. Given some time, you will find a new relationship and new friends. You can't replace your family so just enjoy their company while you have the chance.
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A little rudeness and disrespect can elevate a meaningless interaction to a battle of wills and add drama to an otherwise dull day. Calvin
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