Just to clarify, I'm by no means a musician of high caliber. I sounded kind of cocky in that post, but I guess what I'm getting at is the feeling I get from music, and my ability to understand and feel it far more faster than most people, is what gets in the way of what I'm talking about above. I guess what I'm saying is, I know I've got musical talent above what most people do, I just don't choose to expand on it the way I should. But I've learned at the same time what it is that compels people to live a life far less glamorous than it is portrayed to get that "feeling" for a couple hours each night.
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