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Originally Posted by Cimarron29414
Are you overweight or do you suffer from any health issues? You could have a blood pressure issue causing your vision and light-headed issues. I would DEFINITELY go to a doctor and tell him. You don't have to tell him how you discovered the issue. You can say it's when you walk a flight of stairs, or jog. He will stress test your heart. Don't screw around with heart related issues. Ever heard of strokes?
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I now realize I might have given you the wrong impression. I am not overweight, I have a normal BMI. I have no problem with running, I actually do quite a lot of walking every day. I also have (apparently) no health problems, at least not since the last time I checked with a doctor (a month ago). I consider my self a pretty normal person in comparison with my surrounding people, don't see me as an out-sider, and seriously I sometimes have more self-esteem than I probably should (unfortunately only on authenticity and not on sexual/relationship issues). The "vision issue" is something that's happening because of my un-focusing on everything by simply staring. Thanks for the concern though. I hope this clears some things up.
I really appreciate all of your responses and I must say that I begin to see that some things I thought I only saw, are pretty straightforward. ngdawg's reply was pretty thought-provoking for me, but I have to admit that changing one's upbringing beliefs is one of the hardest things to do, and as I said, it doesn't feel bad ALWAYS, but only when I think too much about it.
doncalypso's post also rings very true to me. It's definitely not THE reason (as far as I can tell) I feel bad after masturbation, but it sure takes up a lot of my meta-thinking time.
Thanks for your time. Keep the replies coming.