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If I were you, I'd talk to a psychologist about this rather than us. Masturbation has not been correlated to any chronic negative emotional symptoms, but that doesn't mean you couldn't be getting them from it. Everything from here on out will be complete speculation on my part.
-The increase in testosterone levels could be creating a slight quasi-pubescent hormone boost that you're not used to, increasing some of the negative feelings related to testosterone such as aggression (aggression does not mean one can't be apathetic).
-You also might have some sort of negative preconceived notion of masturbation as defining a person to be lacking in worth, self-esteem, or prowess (or of being a shameful act). This could lead to negative emotions after you have performed it, as you might attribute negativity towards yourself for having done so.
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