Zeraph, I'm thinking you could also be quite intelligent and you get really frustrated when other people don't operate with the same regard and intelligence as yourself. I'm getting this from your detachment and withdrawal.
I do this myself, but tend to withdraw more. This gives me trouble when I try to 'get out there' and get a job... I last only 1 - 3 years, but cannot cope with the stupidity and politics that occur so I crash and burn, then disappear (withdraw - fuck society, it's all stupid!). This doesn't help with my self-confidence issues. I think there is something wrong with me - everybody else doesn't seem to have a problem coping - what's with me!
If none of this is relevant - sorry for my dribble... but may I ask what are your daydreams? (I realise this could be a little too personal, but I was just looking for another avenue of exploration to get to the bottom of it and possibly help
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